I’m getting married on Saturday, 2 days from now… but i dont really feel anything. It’s as if im floating and i can’t believe that I’m really getting married. It feels like im just on a project, as if im just preparing for some event, not realizing it was my wedding that I’m infact preparing. I guess because there are still a lot of things to do and I am pre-occupied by these little things that i cannot pay attention to the fact that I will soon be celebrating one of the biggest event of my life.

I just hope I’m not as messed up on my wedding day so I can enjoy every minute and every second of it.