I have already injured my knee twice. In both instances, i was unable to walk properly for a week. I pride myself to be an outdoor and adventurous type… but now, i think all those physical abuse that i did to myself are now taking its toll. Or was it because im aging? Oh no!

My knees hurt whenever i take steep stairs (how can i ever climb a major mountain again?), now i need a porter whenever i climb (only minor and fun climbs for me now), I’m not that strong anymore, not that confident (because of my traumatic sprain experiences, im cautious of every step i make even when im just around the house), i am constantly whining about my lower back bone and knee, yet i never tried to have a doctor check it up (im afraid of doctors and hospitals :-S), though i tried having my knee checked again after a few months since my injury and my doctor said that i should get an MRI for possible ACL sprain on top of my MCL sprain (whatever those are)… It has already been a month now since i was advised to take that MRI- and yeah- you guessed it right, i haven’t the courage to even inquire about it. Oh men, maybe tomorrow i’ll call the hospital (yeah right, that’s what i told my self day after day after day).

Ok, so i better take good care of my health so that i can still live this lifestyle, coz i can’t last a month without an outdoor adventure! I get all depressed and agitated. I guess when i become a millionaire (if ever i become one, that is), i will just have a mountain feel for a garden with a tiny river and waterfall, flowers and trees, and a small rolling hill. Now wouldn’t that be nice? 😀